Dude, books are wild

So I'm writing this book. I'm thinking it should be 90,000 words. Not sure why, that's what I was thinking. Kinda short, but longer than Anne Lamott's stuff. I like short. Short chapters, short book. I graduated from college with Heart of Darkness. Short, profound, one hour read. Love it. I want to make those. Depth for the ADD at heart.

So, I've got about 14000 words and I'm overwhelmed! How do you rewrite this stuff? I keep reading the whole thing and then writing for 20 minutes and then getting tired! But I want to know what I wrote before and I have terribly memory, so I don't remember!

I need help. Help me.

Either with memory or writing endurance.

Anyway, so I also want to talk about theater. I already miss it. I'm not even done and I'm jonesing for another play.

Why didn't I develop a substance abuse problem like normal people do.

And here's why I'm posting here instead of writing/rewriting/applying for a job. I'm so tired! And here's where I can misspell words and go crazy on the grammar and feel fairly okay about it (although I'm noticing more people read this blog than see my plays).

I'm so tired. I'm all over the map. I can't even think straight or even slightly crooked.

Oh no, this blog is turning into all the other blogs.

Auugh!

I'm sleepy.